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IntruderDo you remember when you were an intruder?
When I attempted to banish you?
I did not have a clue that you were a part of me.
Eventually I gave up and let things be.
I no longer drown in you, I've learned how to swim,
I struggle to keep my head above the waves.
Before I knew it gradually I became your slave,
But I no longer fight for freedom.
Over time I have grown fond of you,
And no matter what I try to do,
I cannot survive without you and this hell.
You've grown to be my psychotic friend,
To the brutal end that is closer than before.
MirrorGlancing in the mirror and I do not like what I see,
But sadly I have to accept the fact that it is me.
Thoughts shoot into my head as if they were bullets,
And it happens to be that my mind is the shooter's target.
I wish that I could just forget every word said,
Maybe then I wouldn't feel so useless.
But it's too late the blackness,
Has already covered all of my soul.
The longer I stare the more I learn,
The truth I yearned,
To to know has come out.
I was the chosen one due to my vulnerability,
Which was caused due to me,
Being what I hate.
But it's too late to even try to change.
I'll live like this for the rest of my life,
And no longer fight,
For I no longer see the point.
Two RoadsTwo roads set in front of me,
One deciding who I will be,
And the other feeding the demon.
Slowly I head towards my future,
But suddenly before I know it I turn,
To the hell deep down I know I've deserve.
With every breathe I have taken I have earned,
The future years of pain,
That will be just the same,
As right now.
No scream or sound,
Will leave my mouth.
From here all is set south.
The DeadRotted teeth, smells similar to the morgue.
Hopes sucked out of rotten cores,
Doors everywhere, some exit to another portal.
Revive, Revive, Revive.
Tearful souls scramble to the purple hearted,
A chain reaction of sorrows has started.
The cheap vase falls over and the carnation withers to its death.
Slowly they will forget,
Just as they have for everyone.
But in the end the Gods are the ones that have won.
Veins pop, skin peels, eyes change.
Gradually the brain loses its power,
And that flower will never be remembered.
Forgotten, lost, losing hope, shoved into the dark.
"Looks as if he's lost the spark,
In his eyes, it's his time to die."
Maybe a grin splattered on his face,
Maybe he was jubilant for them to lose their place,
He enjoyed to see them fight,
A battle against themselves.
Hearts fail, skin pales, finger nails decay, the soul sways away, love fades.
This lady and gentlemen is how society views the dead.
Beautiful CovenAs I take your hand in this circle,
I no longer feel alone,
I've found where I belong,
And I grow strong.
Years on a vacant island,
But now I have returned home.
You drape a black robe as dark as the night sky,
Over my body as beautiful as a temple,
I see light twinkle in your eyes,
As you light the pink candle that resembles,
The love that is growing between the whole group.
We all link closing our eyes,
Saying chants to improve our lives,
Never will we cause harm,
Never will we follow the path of lust.
What we must do is give back.
Restore the tree branch we tore down,
Plant beauteous flowers in the ground.
And sit here in the angelic sound of silence,
Oh how it fills my soul taking me away,
For a visit with the Gods and Goddesses.
I sway into a trance of serenity and love.
I feel Eirene invading into me,
Showing the peace that is meant to be inside of me.
Frigg showing me what I will receive in the future,
From the better people I will come in contact with.
Hades showing me the love
My Escape.Can't you see I'm sorry?
All you do is coldly,
Push me away,
Even though you know I'm halfway,
To dead, I'm sure you couldn't careless.
You were my escape from this darkness,
But now I'm drowning in my own mind.
I can't seem to find,
Another way, so I will live like this tomorrow and everyday.
I have a peculiar feeling you may,
Come back and toss me away,
Just like before.
I may never be able to let you in again.
Perhaps this is the end,
Although I will not be able to live with it.
Freaks ShowFingers scratching at my wrist,
Wanting a beautiful kiss.
The lips they know too well,
Gradually I feel my mind compelling,
Back to almost a month ago,
When I was still apart of the freak show.
Dancing on the stage,
With a pointy blade,
Focused on a luscious vein.
The oh's and ah's of the crowd causes pain,
I finally notice how different I really am.
I finally notice there is nothing I can,
Do to pick up the glass without getting cut.
I finally noticed that all I am is a nut.
I finally noticed that deep down I'm in the freak show for life,
I can no longer hide and fight,
The true me when it's thriving to come out.
In this moment I do doubt,
That I will ever be flawless, only odd.
I hold a blade to my arm as the former freaks applaud,
My so called success and I go on for the next act.
I will never turn back.
Love To KillHe whispered in my ear, "Baby can I hug you around the neck?
Your eyes really brighten up when you cry,
Judging by the marks on your wrist you already want to die."
Trying to recover and stop loving you,
But my heart has a mind of its own,
And I can never find better then you.
"You deserve everything that's coming for you.
Everything you do makes me rageful,
I can barely stand to see you breathe.
Now blow me a kiss as you're on your knees."
Each bruise is a mistake, and truly made of love.
I know how his heart of stone really feels,
I just have to mine through the bitterness.
"You won't ever leave,
Don't you know what my dad did to me?
You won't be another heartbreak.
Now cover up your black eye and fake a smile."
His past has formed who he is,
All he needs to change his ways is love and a tender kiss,
We can get past this because true love actually exists.
"I'm sorry for the blood and broke promises,
I swear it won't be like before,
A flood of love,
Followed up by punches."
I trust hi
Reality Has Taken Over:Love is a drug,
Combining the heart and mind,
Helping us find,
An illusion to get by.
But when it gets too strong and grows inside,
Of us we slowly die.
We've set ourselves up to fail.
There's no way to bail,
Out of this hell,
Our hearts are locked away in a cell.
This is cycle grows old,
As so do we.
Our souls grow cold,
We eventually throw out the key,
Our hearts are now in stray jackets.
We slowly loose our spirit,
The spirit that once lived for life,
But now it fights,
For the answer.
Old hope and understandings become a blur,
Reality has taken over.
ScreamingScreaming on the inside,
Smiling on the out.
I don't need this torture;
I don't need this doubt.
I'm sick of denial;
I'm sick of these lies.
Once, just once,
My smile should reach my eyes.
My scars are fading;
My courage is gone.
It's time I move on.
To a world with no sadness,
A world of wonder,
A slip of the knife,
Like a slip of the tongue.
I've ended my life.
I'm finally done.
BrokenGo ahead and drive the blade into my heart,
go ahead and twist,
past the chipped paint,
past the dents and battle scars,
is my beating heart,
drive the blade in,
watch me fall,
better to be dead then to be broken,
am i just a toy to you too,
am i just a puppet to your strings,
when will i ever mean something,
when will i ever be good enough,
after all no one wants a broken toy
Not Good EnoughNot good enough for me,
not good enough for you,
maybe all the insults
are simply what's true.
What can I say?
Nothing, I'm done,
so sick and tired
of having to run.
So this is the end,
the last puzzle piece,
the very last straw,
the pain will soon cease.
I won't have to struggle.
There will be no pain,
and everyone's lives
will go on quite the same.
Because I am just me.
The greatest disappointment of all.
So say good-bye,
as I start my free fall.
Our Time Will ComeDon't worry now, my friend
Our time will come someday
The day the world will finally see
The difference we can make.
The days are growing nearer
Where we will no longer have to hide
As our inhibitions disappear
And we shall step into the light
We are invisible to most
As if barricaded by a shroud
To be acknowledged is always difficult
I'm sure we'll make it through somehow
It's okay to be scared, you know.
To think you're not enough
To hide your precious works of heart
Afraid that they'll be mocked.
But one day the world will see
That we can make a change.
Doesn't matter what they whisper
Call us 'freaks' or 'strange'.
The day will come around
Where you will suddenly see
That doing what you love matters
To people you may never meet.
So don't give up on yourself
Keep loving what you do
Because one day, our time will come
When all our dreams come true.
Coming Apart at the SeamsAgain my arms have paid the price,
For the pathetic thing,
I call my life.
Cuts up and down,
Decorating my arm,
Keeping me safe,
From emotional harm.
Guarding my soul,
All through the night.
Showing that there is darkness,
Even in light.
So no matter how much I try,
To just go past,
The scars on my arms will always last.
They'll line up,
With the ones in my heart,
Until the day,
I finally fall apart.
Screamed NoYou said no,
but he said yes.
How were you to know
what would happen next?
How could you know
that he'd push you down?
How could you know
you'd hit the ground?
How could you know
he'd rip off your shirt?
Tossed it away,
covered in dirt.
You didn't know
he'd have you pinned.
Because how could you know
that this would happen?
That your shirt would come off,
That your heart would falter
with the rhythm of his hips.
That you would scream no,
as he groaned yes.
BlindedI want to see the light
But these thoughts have blinded me
Like dark clouds
Before the sun
They say that there is light
At the end of the tunnel
But all that I can see is darkness
Coming ever closer
Fear of LifePlease do not fear being beneath the Earth’s soil
For that is where the seeds of flowers grow
Be patient and life will reveal its mysteries
But only when it is ready to do so
By all means take time to search for the truth
But beware, please do not become obsessed
As we only fear what we don’t understand
And what we don’t understand is but a test
A test of faith in whatever you believe
Now stand up for yourself and you cannot fail
If life is the hammer waiting to fall
Then you must refuse to be the nail
Please do not fear being above the Earth’s soil
For that is where the flowers begin to bloom
Just open your heart as their petals do
And your life will be as sweet as their perfume
You could be the change in someone’s journey
Showing them the path from incomplete to whole
Why not give someone the gift of your love
And watch as they gently unwrap your soul
Suddenly the truth will dawn upon you
To live life without fear and you cannot fail
If life is a sailboa
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My MindLate at night,
My mind is set free.
It suddenly starts a killing spree,
At first I can't feel a thing,
But a little sting,
But suddenly the pain on the inside is combined with the outside.
The one I confide,
In is not here nor do they care.
It's as if they were never even there,
In the first place.
My fingers scratch at my face,
I want to tear it off.
Small and quiet soft,
Cries leave my body as I bleed,
Within minutes I am drowning in an ocean of red,
And suddenly I am dead.
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