Your FaultI've shut myself downApplied a permit frownAlways keep my head to the groundAsk me what's wrong and how long as this been going onThe tears that are left form and I say, "Sine you've been gone."I should have gotten use to it when I was eighteen months oldBut instead I thought you would changeBut instead I didI don't feel the kidI use to beTears streak my cheeksBlack is the color of my lifeI've ripped the string of the use to be kiteAlone is this scary worldWith nobody to turn toI feel like a pest that only hears shooTold myself that suicide was only the easy way out(But I wanted it so bad)But for now this m
ProtagonistMy soul has no protagonistLiving life alone with no controlI can't contact my soulYearning to leak outTrying to get aboutWho am I reallySitting here trying to understand myselfStare at the monsterPunch the mirrorHa they laugh at my failMy body is growing staleI am dying inside outYou always doubt meI can be like youBut I probably never willI don't want to have to killBut is it really a crime to kill yourself slowly
Vampire's CoffinVampire's Coffin:Hard, black, redRising from the deadPlacing his lips on by your headWhatever you do don't enter the vampire's coffinSlightly blueAll of this could happen to youHe slips on his black combat bootsApproves youDon't run don't screamBut just remember it isn't a dreamHe can smell your fearHe'll hunt you like a deerAlways be awareIt's your choice to act like you don't careYou're welcome for the shareFor the helpful warningNow I dare you to go mess with the vampire's coffin
The Dark Side Of My SoulIt weeps for attentionIt makes me cut out my tearsCall myself to people like a deer trapped in the headlightsIs this really who I amIs this really my consciousScreaming and crying in the darkFeeding on me like a sharkAiming darts at meTrying to unravel the liesMaking me sigh my way through lifeMaking me be labeledWho is thisWhat have you becomeI take a deep breathe and do not blame anyoneI think what have I become
Black TearsHow can you tell me how to feel,When you've sucked the emotions out of meHow can you tell me to live,When you've ruined my lifeCrying my way through the nightHiding in the darkYou've noticed but don't careLock myself in the bathroom(Is it too soon?)Draw black tears down my eye(I can't cry.)Black is the color of my lifeCrying my way through the nightHiding emotional scarsWhen will you say you've gone too far?Sorry grandma I can't be like youCan't you see how insecure I am?I'm not sure if I'm asking for sympathy (Sorry this is just me)
A New SocietyYou call my name in these darkened days,But I have nothing to say,As I gradually push you away,Each day.How shall I answer you with all of the wrongings you have made?You left the world running,As you sacrificed us in rage.You killed the "flawless" one you created,Who managed to brainwash us all.Now almost all of have faked,A life as a small percent of us fall,Into the reality of a new society.